nsomniasaum

I haven’t been around lately. This took me a long time to write. Recently, I’ve had seizures.When I started having them, I decided: these ...

I am not writing this. I am dictating to Urban because I can’t look at the screen anymore. Tomorrow is my 42nd birthday. ( 42! The answer...

For a few minutes last night, I couldn’t remember who I was. The objects around me had no meaning, they were just colorful shapes jumbled to...

Last year I wrote a piece called “ Flesh and Bone: Honoring Ancestors ” for State of Formation. The article, and the issues I raise in it...

No. I say to my doctor. In fact: Fuck, no . You can’t have my cervix. Let’s just schedule another laparoscopic clean-up. Go in, find the E...

To all my family & friends who have visited, called/messaged and especially tolerated my doped-up rambling, thank you. This is a post...

*I know a lot more people are reading this blog, so be warned: I swear. And I’m crabby. If that will bother you, go away. For inspiration an...

The thing I always wonder about Nazi Germany is this: how did it happen? Did all the Germans just go insane? How does an entire culture get ...

Concerts. Kirtan. Vodou ceremonies. I don’t care, as long as there’s music. My body is caught in the current that flows over and from 18,0...